at a loss for ideas

at a loss for ideas. umbrellas and fried potatoes. too many random unconnected thoughts. the beginning of a new book that just went flat cause a couple people said they didn't like it. bad coffee. watching tv re-runs.waiting for a new life to begin on saturday. bills to pay and where will the money all come from worries even at the beginning of the month. unpublished poems everywhere and half started novels. my favorite color used to be orange, now I just feel blue.